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Eight Legged Freaks
03.31.04 (8:23 pm)   [edit]
time: 7:54 pm
mood: i'm good, thanks for asking
music: Slept With My Best Friend, JC Chasez

I'm having a discussion about bugs. I hate bugs, for the majority. They're gross, they're crawly, they're sporadic...Spiders are very very icky. I hate spiders. Spiders and me are not on good terms. Really. They always find a way to my room too. It's not cool. :oops:

:roll: So yes, to say I have a problem with bugs is an understatement. Me camping is a very, very fun sight. As Nicole and Marie know. Haha *remembering Julian-William Heise (sp)* The snake, the bugs, the cabin, the ruining Josh, the Hanson fan club...aww, the good times.

I'm such in a rambling mood right now. I feel totally rambly. Isn't that funny? No, no it's not. It's okay if you don't laugh. Anyway, AP tomorrow. Three essays. Joy of all joy's, i'm so excited!!!!! :roll: Today I did the multiple choice. I still go too fast. took 50/60 minutes. I need to slow down. Also, need to get better/smarter at MC's. :wink: I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Really a lot. It's not fair. /12 year old whine

uhm, so not much else is going on. Just put on "I miss you" by Blink 182. I love this song, even though I resisted. But it's on MTV like 5 times an hour at night. *looove* This song is so haunting. It's great.

Going now. I'm so weird.

Love,
-Kelly

Where are you
and I'm so sorry
 
Tonight I'll be your naughty girl...
03.30.04 (4:31 pm)   [edit]
time: 4:01 pm
mood: content
music: Beyonce, Naughty Girl

SPOD is done!!!!!!!!! Whoo :lol: I'm so relieved. All the stress is flooding out of me. "If it weren't for stress, I'd have no energy at all" s completely true. I am exauhsted. Oh my goodness. I wanna sleep. But, no, kung fu for an hour and a half tonight. Eheh. *sob* lol

Uhm, uhm uhm. So I passed the SE, it was raved about, I guess they liked what I did... I went on so long, I nearly ran out of time. It was okay. I was nervous, and it was a little awkward, but its okay. Everything went relatively well! :D

Tonight like i said, kung fu, then my dad will want to watch the video of my spod, lol, which my brother took. Can't hear me too well, but when we turn the tv volume (as opposed to the surround sound volume) waaaaaaaaaaaay up from 3 to 58 you can hear me. lol. I was watching a little of it...I am the biggest dork. hahaha.

Tomorrow, AP exam. Sleep? Taking the dog to the vet? He hurt his foot. Poor baby.

Yesterday something interesting happened. This http://www.manbir-online.com/... was in our front yard. He was about 3-4 feet long or so. Gorgeous, healthy...scared me. I've named him Barney. Think about it. Barney! It so works.

Anyway, I'm going to go take a nap before Kung Fu, and then forage for food (even though I don't like to admit it, it seems as though this low-carb diet works. If 3.5 pounds in 3 days is anything... :shock: 132.5 yesterday morning. Lightest I've been in a long time. lol).

I'll see y'all on the flip side. Keep it real, keep it down to earth (I'm so sick of pompous arragant asses), love ya.
-Kelly
 
"And then the wolf said to the boy..."
03.24.04 (12:25 pm)   [edit]
time: 12:04 pm
mood: crampy :(
music: none

In a nutshell:
School sucks, I'm salutatorian but I'm not salutatorian, because my two B's are in 10th and 11th grades, and 2 of gpa-person-in-third-place s' 3 B's are in 9th grade, and standings are determined by 10-12 GPA. So, I have the second highest gpa (4.02) but ...I DONT GET SALUTATORIAN.

Anyway. My period started this..afternoon (I just got up and it is no longer morning). I love this time of the month. :wink:

SPOD (Senior Project of Death (*scary music*) (TM)) is very nearly done. I have almost everything I need for it. I'm so happy! Yay. I'm going to take the stuff from the envelopes and put it into...the binder! Oh, yes, there we go...on to the next step.

Also, last night I got my second stripe in Kung Fu. :D We've been doing it for almost 3 months...not bad, not bad. One more stripe, then we work for the yellow sash. Exciting! Kung Fu during period (thursday)...NOT exciting! Or well, it could be exciting, but it'd be a bad exciting. Anyway, moving on, moving on.

Today, is SPOD and to go get some black electrical tape to do the stripe, and then maybe to a fabric store. I want my cramps to go away. :roll:

Oh yeah, and before I forget. [b]Bush Allows Gays to Be Fired for Being Gay[/b]
here's the article: http://www.misleader.org/dail...

*shakes head sadly* Go read it...its just...wow.

Anyway, au revoir, mon amis. Peace, love,
-Kelly
 
I just want to feel Alive
03.21.04 (8:22 pm)   [edit]
time: 7:51 pm
mood: SO TIRED
music: Robin Hood with Kevin Costner on tv, and All Day Long, by Jc Chasez in my head.

Today I went to Fashion with Nicole and David. I left the house at 11:15, and got back at 5. I did a lot, "" of driving. I actually clocked it, and it was 60 miles exactly, all over town. Heheh. Ya know, I can usually find SOMETHING when I go to fashion, but today, nothing! Nothing. Well, one thing, but I'm too short, and it was too expensive. lol. Also, no skirts. I'm seriously debating making one after the Senior Project of Death (*scary music*) (tm) is done. Soon, soon. ough. bleeeergh. It's so stupid. Whatever. I need to write a couple more things. *bangs head on desk*

But yes anyway, I think I'll make a skirt. I made a halter once, and it ...turned out okay. But a skirt doesn't seem too hard. A hole in the middle, some elastic...lol. And a sewing machine! I can do eet! :lol:

anyway, disneyland might or might not be happening tomorrow. my brother doesn't feel great right now, but maybe if he'd blow his nose instead of inhale the crap...lol. here's a survey. it's fun. DO IT. haha.

If you...

1. ...owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
I think I’d love to have an old fashioned soda fountain. Hamburgers, pizza, and all kinds of old fashioned soda. Of course, ice cream to go with those sodas, as well. Or, a restaurant with all the foods of my own heritage. (Austrian, German, Irish, Scottish, French, Welsh, etc.) My brother and I used to pretend we had a restaurant. All we could make was soup and sandwiches though, but it was still fun.

2. ...owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
A little bit of everything, I think. Low priced, good quality cute clothes, homemade soaps and candles, pieces for around your home, a la Pier 1.

3. ...wrote a book, what genre would it be?
Fiction. A character novel a la, The Weekend and The Great Gatsby.

4. ...ran a school, what would you teach?
I’d teach wonderful books. No more of these ancient book lists. Lots of creative writing classes. Take time to really teach math, make sure everyone understands. Acting would be a huge staple, as would art of all kinds.

5. ...recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
I’d love to do covers of all the songs I love, old and new. So it’d be all over the board.
 
Who Needs Shelter From the Sun
03.20.04 (1:41 pm)   [edit]
time: 1:24 pm
mood: okay
music: none

I'm gonna start this entry with something I want to put here so I'll remember it, for other bad days (like two days ago) I have wonderful friends.
How My Friends Would Describe Me:
Good to talk to for hours
Knows what she wants
Sweet
Smart
Funny
Caring
Lovable
Beautiful

I love my friends. *hugs*
Today is Saturday. Economics is done, including the test, and now I'm working on the Senior Exibition. I have some papers that I'll need to type up...but that's okay. It shouldn't take me too long.

We saw Hidalgo last night. That was a pretty cool movie. Viggo Mortensen in tight pants? Dirty? Singing Native American chants? Talking to/riding a horse? Yeah, that was a nice movie.
lol.
Someone was having a party last night until 3 am, with very loud, bassy music. I slept until 11:30 this morning, cause of that wonderful party. I'm not complaining about that...but it'd have been nice to get to sleep before then last night. hehe. :roll: parties.

Today is a working day, then later my parents and I are going to do something while my brother goes to a play with his friends. Should be fun. Tomorrow is Fashion with Nicole, and that should be very fun. There are whisperings of Disneyland on Monday from my mom...we'll see :D

Anyway, life is pretty good, not much more to talk about, so I'm just gonna go and work more on the exibition. Sunny, SoCal days to all of you,
love, peace,
-Kelly
 
The Hearts of the Irish are Happy and Gay
03.17.04 (4:19 pm)   [edit]
time: 4:01 pm
mood: happy
music: Irish-mix

It's St Patrick's Day! A happy one to you. I look like a "St. Patrick's Day Statue of Liberty" (tm) a la my brother. I'm wearing my "Dublin Rocks" shirt, super cute, tiny short jeans (not capris, but not just jeans), white Skechers, green socks, with red, blue, yellow, and orange stipes, a claudaugh, green eye shadow, and a temporary tattoo of a shamrock on my left temple. To top it off, I'm wearing a green headband with felt shamrocks sticking out of it, ie the statue of liberty's headband. yeah, I didn't even notice till my lovely brother (then aunt!) said that it resembled that. oi. I've also put on fake nails, to stop eating my real ones, and I can't type very easily. lol.

So today is a family day. Lots of family members are coming out to eat at my house, which is an almost annual occurence for this holiday. I've made two trips to the grocery store (once to Vons, then to Albertson's. and fyi, I am boycotting those stores, including ralphs. (and hahaha about their new news) I will continue to shop at Henry's unless I can't get what I need there. ie, shopping for Irish food ingredients.) and one trip to target. *shakes head* Craziness! But its fun.

What else what else...there's just something about this holiday that I love, and I think it has to be family. I form, every year we have guests, a "new" comradery with my brother, get to eat tons of food with my cousins i rarely see, and enjoy the joy on everyone's face. Put there by food of course, but hey whatever puts it there is fine by me.

Love to you all, and a Happy St Patrick's Day,
-Kelly (heehee! IRISH GIRL!)
 
*licks ring pop suggestively*
03.15.04 (8:55 pm)   [edit]
time: 8:37 pm
mood: i'm goood
music: die hard on tv

8) Beunos dias. ...I took French, whaddya want?
Anyway, so its Monday, the end of monday, and I've been doing economics. All day. Allll Day. :shock: So. FUN!! I may be using sarcasm, its difficult to detect.
Anyway, again. The weather was fantabulous today, and so I sat outside and did some of the dreaded subject out there too. So, pretty much my last many days have been full of school work. First yearbook, which is now away and gone, and then Economics, which is sadly not so away and gone as the yearbook.
Then after that, two quick-write essays, followed by every waking minute on the senior exibition. Joy! Joy of all joys.

So, I'm a little stressed...lol. But that's okay. I will survive. I'll hold my head up high.

Anyway, I need to get back to the econ, so I'll shout at you all later. :P
peace, love, and butterflys,
-Kelly
 
*exhales*
03.13.04 (8:05 pm)   [edit]
time: 7:53 pm
mood: really tired
music: Just Married on TV

*jumps up and down* It's Done. It's done. IT'S DONE IT'S DONE and I don't have to do it again. *sigh* The yearbook was completed yesterday and sent off, off, off, to get published :D It's always weird...the last minute checks, the actual sending away. But, it's now out of my hands, and done, finished. I can have my life back :lol:

Of course, now I realize that EVERYTHING else in my life has been ignored in the last two weeks. Heh, and I mean everything. :wink: My room looks like my closet exploded, my economics is completely ignored, my senior exibition is sitting on the floor behind me, not one bit put together...AP has also been ignored, and now I realize I have two quick-writes by Thursday, that I have to pick up Tuesday. Joy. We're finally writing...but damn, March is a packed month.

I'm exaushted and not doing anything productive, so I'm going to make this a short entry, and head off to do some econ, maybe. I hope. Anyway, later.
Peace, love,
Kelly
 
survey!
03.07.04 (11:19 pm)   [edit]
time: 11:11 pm, date: 3/7
mood: sick/tired
music: news on tv.

****FIRST!****
*First Best Friend: Jouet
*First real kiss: no Real kiss yet
*First Job: first first first first? babysitting! first "have to leave the neighborhood" job? Selling "Hawaaiian Magic Gel" at the Del Mar Fair.
*First screen name: smile4evah . *shakes head*
*First self purchased album: I think it was No Doubt's Tragic Kingdom, and I hated it.
*First pets: Zachariah, Rottweiler.
*First piercing/tattoo: my ears when I was 7/none at the moment
*First enemy: well, she didn't know, but N.D. from school.
*First love: oh, not love, but hardcore crushes galooorrree.
*First play/musical/performance: oh my. It was probably The Christmas Carol, or The Nutcracker.
*First musician you remember hearing in your house: Genesis

***LASTS***
*Last real kiss: n/a
*Last cigarette: never had one!
*Last big car ride: hmm.."big" back from Julian. lol
*Last good cry: oh geez. Last week sometime?
*Last library book checked out: Their Eyes Were Watching God
*Last movie seen in theaters: Return of the King, before that: The Perfect Score, before that: The Butterfly Effect.
*Last beverage drank: water
*Last food consumed: Tomato Soup
*Last phone call made: oh jeez.... Fatimah.
*Last TV show watched: Roseann
*Last time showered: this morning
*Last item bought: Cd two tuesday's ago. (Jc Chasez's Schizophrenic)
*Last ice cream eaten: Thursday night?
*Last shirt worn: last tuesday. HAHA no. playing. hmm, a tan clingy shirt earlier. wearing pj's now!
 
It's amazing how we fear we may be
03.07.04 (5:22 pm)   [edit]
It's from ourselves we so often run

time: 4:57 pm
mood: sleepy
music: Build My World, Jc Chasez
wearing: soft blue pants that are too big, black "San Diego Skyline" shirt, blue and white Converse Tennies (tride and true!)

Today is a beautiful sunny warm day. It hasn't been this warm here in months and months and makes me hungry for summer.

I'm still a little sick, and trying to get over it but I think I may be pushing my body a bit far. I need to slow down, give myself one more day to feel better, and then I can have fun. haha. :roll:

So today my highlight will probably be watching a movie with my parents, and it will probably be Underworld ( :? ). My mom says we'll go shoe shopping Tuesday, and...eh...That's cool. Shoes! I need shoes, and I need to stop whining and being a brat. I know it's cause I still don't feel great. But it's sunny and warm outside, and there are no clouds in sight, and the weather is washing away my bad mood (too bad it can't wash away my cold :( )

I'm gonna end this with the rest of the lyrics I started with up there, a hug (*hug*), and a wish that all of you are having sunny days,
-Kelly

It's amazing how we fear we may be
It's from ourselves we so often run
Abandon fear and consequence of heartbreak
Expose the truth and give yourself to love

We've all been set up to be disappointed
We have to crawl before we learn to fly
It's a blur that moves right into focus
Removes the doubt, aligns your heart and mine...

Marriage is love.
 
I'm young and I'm hopeless
03.06.04 (6:57 pm)   [edit]
I'm lost and I know this

time: 6:43 pm
mood: wobbly :?
music: Good Charlotte

Thursday I stayed home from school because they were planning on watching a movie in class, and really, that wasn't going to help me much. So I stayed home and got both baby pics pages done for the yearbook. Yay! It took me allll day because I'm so, so, so obsessive about perfection. *shakes head* But they are done, with very cute quotes, and I'm proud of them.
I didn't go to kung fu thursday night because my back was killing me; i felt like my shoulders had been stood on all day. And I also had developed a cough and a major case of forgetfullness. All of these things should have been clues to friday morning:

When I was awoken at 7 am by a major major sore throat, went downstairs and said to my mom, with very little audability, "I think I need to go to the doctor." Now I am the last person to ever, ever admit that I need to see a doctor, but after all of this months-long shit I've put up with health wise, this particulary bad onslought of throat pain and coughing was enough. So my mom and I go to the doctor at about 11:21 (our appointment: 11:20). We waited for 40 minutes, then another 20, then finally got out of there at 12:35 with perscriptions for sinus medication and antibiotics. Also discovered there that I did in fact have a fever (small, but still).

Yesterday was awful. I was in so much pain. I didn't want to swallow because my throat hurt SO much, my entire body felt awful, my head hurt cause of the fever and i had a slight case of nausea. I was very, very unhappy.

Today when i woke up, my throat was much better (still hurts) and my fever was gone, but oi. I was so sick yesterday. We were supposed to go to Disneyland tomorrow, and I was supposed to be shoe shopping Friday. Maybe tomorrow I can get my new shoes. My poor tenies need to be retired. lol.

so, a quote from yesterday: "I feel like I've been run over by a truck and had someone pour salt down my throat." --Me!

to all, peace, happiness, and HEALTH,
love Kelly
 
This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius...!
03.03.04 (12:30 am)   [edit]
time: 12:23 am
mood: crazy
music: i apparently have HAIR! in my head

i need sleep. i'm nuts. but i do desire peace. so no worries. i'm the harmless kind of nuts.

DesirePeace
Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
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