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The ships have come to carry you home
02.29.04 (12:09 am)   [edit]
time: 11:53 pm
mood: crampy
music: none

So today I saw Return of the King again. It was good, as it was the other two times 8) I got to see it with Anu and my cousin, so yay. It was fun, even though I was exausted because of my brother's freaking slumber party. Longest 24 hours of my life :wink:

Good news: Yearbook is HALFWAY DONE! 18 pages in the muthafuckin bag, baby. *hugs helpful people*
Also good, still loving Schizophrenic. More good, Oscars tomorrow! More: got my senior portraits back!

Bad: I have cramps. I want to go to disneyland. I haven't done any school work, except the yearbook. I want to watch a movie, but its very risque, and its only on sundance, and i dont have that in my room. damn. :roll:

And, just to "get it out of my system"...I love, love, love, love, love the Hobbits that are Frodo, Sam, MERRY, and PIPPIN. Cough. ohandthoseothersaregoodto o. cough. ohandthatelfishot.cough. but, but ...MERRY! PIPPPPPIIINNNN! I heart me some Pip, yeah.

I need to wear my Lord of the Rings T-shirt tomorrow. (I *heart* Merry and Pippin. yes, thats what it says. I so rock! haha)

time for bed, to bed dad said, so goodnight, and sleep tight,
peace, love,
-Kelly
 
I've Been Searching For A Heart Of Gold
02.26.04 (4:41 pm)   [edit]
gold heart
Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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So, I have a heart of gold. I'm not sure how true that is, but for the friends part... i definitely think could have that, most of the time. hehe.

Today was not the atrocity that is known as school, like I thought it would be. AP was long, but when isn't it. I had chest pains...again...but luckily I was pretty much able to ignore them because we were doing so much in AP. I'm starting to wonder if they are in my head. They are physically there, obviously, but maybe stress/anxiety is bringing them on. Hmmm... Also, I was very very BRAVE in AP today! :D We did this interrogating "scene" and I "played" McCarthy (yeah that one. As in McCarthyism). It was fun, and made me realize how much I miss acting class. Maybe I need to consider really pursuing that.

Also, I have ice cream, and this makes everything better. And I get Kung Fu tonight to, even though my back feels like its out. Blah blahby blah. :)
not so great: certain things happening tomorrow that I can't put in here, as it's so open. Nicole, I'm really hoping I can come hang out with you tomorrow night. :? I need a break from stress-ers.

I'm off, off to check on how long a frozen pizza makes to cook, and to get some ice cream.

Yep thats right. BEFORE dinner :wink:

Love, peace,
-Kelly


Marriage is love.
 
Marriage Is Love
02.26.04 (1:04 am)   [edit]
      
Marriage is love.
 
*screams*
02.25.04 (10:57 pm)   [edit]
good: Got JC Chasez's CD Schizophrenic, and it's awesome.

bad: I'm about to bang my head on the desk because I can't get these stupid essay introductions out. of. my. head.

*pulls out hair and falls over and cries tears of frustration*
 
Nothing's Gonna Change My World
02.24.04 (12:27 pm)   [edit]
time: 12:10 pm
mood: i'm good
music: Beatles in head

So today is yearbook yearbook yearbook running around like chickens with no heads, so this will be a quick entry.

I've just read about Bush's proposed amendment to the constitution, and have read some interesting opposition to it. Not only is it discriminitory to an entire group of people living in this, the freest country in the world, it also goes against the seperation of church and state. Mr. Bush has his opinions, and while they are valid, as everyone's opinions are, they should not be taken and changed into law. If this is voted through, he will forever in my eyes be more of a dictator than a President. President's are supposed to listen to what the people want, not take their own opinions above anyone else's. So, who the hell cares if only 40% of the country's population votes in a major election, or less, and only some of those are the tight-assed conservatives that Bush wants on his side, it is the PEOPLE who have voted that deserve the right to be recognized. I will be sad if the majority of people vote this in, but if the majority of the people happen to be against this idea, and are ignored? Then Bush and his people are trying to change this country into either an oligarchy or ...dare I even hint?

I hope that this is just a wish in his little monkey-like brain, because that is against everything the United States has stood for in 200+ years.

Come on, Kerry. Come on.
 
I'm Chocolate! mmm....
02.22.04 (11:03 pm)   [edit]
cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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I'm...uh...not sure what to say about this one...
02.22.04 (2:09 pm)   [edit]
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Gamer
Your Favorite Band/SongPink Floyd - Bike
You Like To Read:Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In:Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are:An easy f***
You Were Conceived:On accident
You Will Marry:A nudist
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

 
I'm Independence...I'm Borderline
02.22.04 (1:44 pm)   [edit]
Yea Yea, I'm California.
My mind's all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on overdrive.

time: 1:27 pm
mood: indescribable
music: Katy Rose, Overdrive

So, today is Sunday, and I've been sitting here at the computer for a little over an hour with the economics book on my lap. I have one more thing to do. I just have to finish this ...essay and then it's done. But... eh.

It's raining today, and that's good and cool. I love the rain, and SoCal desperately needs it.

I'm full of un-related thoughts right now. The economics book is now open, but it's on the floor. I need to find my binder...I started the essay in there.

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough

Blah! I don't know why I'm feeling this...crazy way right now. I want it to be summer. I want to take a drive by the beach...just go up the old highway. See where it takes me. I want to learn how to surf, and I want to be outside every day. I want it to be summer right now. Done with the yearbook, done with the senior exibition, done with high school...*exhales*

Okay, I'm not accomplishing anything just sitting here, so off I go. Try to pull that essay out of my ass. Wish me luck :?

Peace, Love,
-Kelly
 
Your Cool Suburban Sun
02.17.04 (11:36 pm)   [edit]
You're foolin' everyone
You win some
You lose some

So, it's Tuesday. For a little while longer at least. I'm taping Leno, because maybe I lied when I said "used to be obsessed with Nsync." Jc Chasez of Nsync is on, and ...yeah. I'm not even embarressed. So what if I love them. It can't be the worst guilty pleasure ever :wink:

Today was school, which was mind-blowing. It was so interested that I decided to count the holes on the ceiling. This was one completely forgetable class, I tell you. :lol: Then, my mom and I got out of there like bats out of hell or so I'd imagine, and went to get gas, go to the bank, go to lunch, then to Barnes and Noble and Cost Plus. I love Cost Plus. We got some fun stuff today: Sugar Cane Soda (made with sugar cane as opposed to corn syrup) and French Lemonade.

Then, we went to Kung Fu and that was REALLY REALLY FUN! because Josh and I got our first stripes. I'm very happy and proud about it. It was a tough 1 1/2 hours. Oi. But, fun!

Anyway, I'm being told I have to go to bed, So, goodnight.
Peace, love,
-Kelly
 
I Bless The Rains
02.14.04 (10:23 pm)   [edit]
time: 9:50 pm
mood: sore
music: Toto (Africa)

Happy Valentine's Day! :D Today, even though I don't technically have a valentine (but, my mom is always my valentine! and I was gonna have two more today (niiiiicole! david!) but I didn't go and hang out, cause I could barely walk let alone drive) I did enjoy my valentine's day. Wow! That was a long sentence. Anyway. Today, I ate candy, and sat in the sauna, and had a bath, and ate more candy, and helped with dinner, and red some Scarlet Letter, and...talked to people online. Like I'm doing right now. :wink:

I'm planning on getting some cheesecake, and watching Doc Hollywood with my parents and brother. That'd be a good end to a St. Valentine's Day. Instead of finishing this book that just will. not. finish. It won't end. Ever? Nope, not ever. Probably because I'm not really focusing as I read it? ...Could be part of it, yes.

I'm holding a conversation with myself. In a blog entry. This can't be good :wink:

Anyway. As I'm sitting here, putting off The Scarlet Letter, and putting off a movie and cheesecake! I think I'll go, and take care of those things I'm putting off.

Goodnight, and peace,
-Kelly
 
Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da, Life goes on
02.10.04 (11:28 pm)   [edit]
la la la la life goes on

time: 11:12 pm
mood: sore/sick
music: The Beatles

You know what annoys me? Those people who complain all the time. It doesn't seem to matter how good they really have it, or how things seem to be working for them. There is always something that "warrants" a complaint of some sort. *shakes head* It's beyond annoying to me. It seems to mostly come from girls, and its usually about how "they're ignored" or how "they don't understand why they don't have guys" or "I guess that's my lot in life."

Well, its better than starving in South Africa isn't it?

Oi. It just annoys me. I'm not saying I've never complained, but really. Come on. Get over your petty problems and realize that maybe you are part of the reason you're complaining. Maybe.

Anyway. Today was okay. I think I'm trying to be sick, and that sucks. I went shopping with my mom today, and that rules. I got a new skirt (oi) and a shirt that says sagittarius on it, and has the sign symbol as well as the attributes on the arm. Hehe. I don't know if I agree with "jovial" but whatever. Then kung fu was this evening. Blah. My ears clouded over during "group" and I couldn't go to kicking cause my equalibrium (spellliiinnggg who cares) was totally off. If I'd gone I'm sure I wouldv'e fallen on my face. Might've been amusing, but not neccessarily helpful for me ;-)

Anyway. Now I'm sitting here, musing and trying to pull some economics out of my ass. I guess Clark dropped out, which kind of saddens me, cause he's my first choice (tied with Kerry) for democratic presidential candidates. Oh well. Kerry is still winning! *knocks on wood* No Dean. Down with Dean :-P

Okay, I think I'm off to stare at econ some more.

Later, peace, and be thankful for what ya got, yeah?
-Kelly
 
Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds
02.09.04 (11:06 am)   [edit]
time: 10:45 am
mood: happy
music: Beatles

So the last few days have been pretty good, except for Saturday, when I was kinda sick.
Disneyland was beyond awesome. There were barely any people there. We rode Splash Mountain three times (twice in a row in the morning. Josh held my arms up. First time I've gone down the whole ride with my arms up, haaha :lol: ). We all got incredibly wet. You want to get wet on Splash? Go in the morning, when there's still a ton of water in there. We also went on Pirates twice. I love love love that ride. Probably an unhealthy amount. The smell, the feel, the drops...yeah, the smell. Go figure. I'm also the child who would stand on the couch at our old house in front of the wall AC unit and just smell the air... Gooo figure. haha. There are no limits to my strangeness. So anyway, we also went on Haunted Mansion twice. We went to lunch at The Blue Bayou. That was fun. I love Mint Juleps. mmmm. Disneyland un-crowded is something remarkable and wonderful. You can actually walk around without being knocked over and such. We also went on Peter Pan, and the Matterhorn. Then a couple of my dad's friends and their girls (Jules, 12 and Manda, 4) showed up and we headed over to California Adventure (the "bad" park) lol. But, since there was no one there, we walked on to the rides. We went on the Swings (which I've never done before) and the Malibumer (where they shoot you up...aah!), and the lamest Ferris Wheel ever, and then to the best rollercoaster in the two parks (The Mickey One, since no one can remember what its called...), and then also went on THE best ride in the bad park, Soaring Over California. Very fun.
I think I forgot what fun it can be being around younger people. My "cousin," the 12-year old, Jules, (who I've known since she was born) was in a really good mood, so it was fun. We went on Haunted with Manda and the two of us (J and I) knocked on other people's buggies. Bad! We're so bad. And such giggly girls. lol.
So, overall, Disneyland was a blaaast.

Then Friday ...was kinda a chill day. I was in a bit of a bad mood. Bleh, whatever. Over it now! :P
Then Saturday I was in bed most of the day, cause of not feeling good. Damn disneyland. Haha. Got my mom, my cousin, and I sick. However, I definitely got the least of it.

There's nothing you can do that can't be done
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung

Nothing you can make that can't be made
No one you can save that can't be saved
Nothing you can do that you can learn how to be you in time...It's Easy...

All you need is love...Love is all you need.

So then yesterday I kinda did nothing until around 5. I watched a movie, then watched another movie...lol. Then kinda watched the Grammies and played Vice City at the same time. Then for the last hour of the grammies, my dad and I watched them, a show on discovery about prehistoric creatures (very odd), and something called "Unwrapped" about candy :lol:

I think that this year's Grammies were the best in a long, long time. I'm glad there were so many performances (that were good! most of them...) Yay, Christina won! Yay, Coldplay won! Yay, OutKast sure is weird, no? hmmm... And, because I definitely had a time when I was obsessed with Nsync...excuse my fan-girl-ness for one moment:

eeee. Justin Timberlake won two! And Jc Chasez was there supporting him! eeee...

Okay, now that that's out of my system... On to more important things. Today is school work. Finishing the month's work of Economics I hope...less than a chapter of busy work, then one essay. Then after that, three chapters of noting Scarlet Letter. I hope. Then, maybe work. Because, I don't have money. To pay for Neo. Ehhhh. No no no I'm not thinking of that now. I have to get through one thing at a time...heh.

I am the eggman
They are the eggmen
I am the walrus
Coo coo ca chu

...

You say yes,
I say no,
You say stop,
And I say go go go...
You say goodbye
And I say hello

Hmm. Yearbook is coming together. We have quite a few purchases and quite a few dedications, as well as baby pictures. And so far, four senior-surveys. So...*breathes sigh of relief*

All of a sudden, for some unknown reason, I want to watch the Goonies.

Off to Econ! Later :)
 
but I haven't missed you yet
02.03.04 (10:32 pm)   [edit]
only when I stop to think about it

time: 10:13 pm
mood: content 8)
music: (I Hate) Everything About You, Three Days Grace

I'm so in love with this song.
Today was a relatively good day. It rained, and that's most always nice. We need it so much here...We probably got about one inch within the last 24 hours, haha. All the poor snowed-in people on the East Coast hate us. Yeah.

Now I'm doing the last bit of my Scarlet Letter notes. Tomorrow is going to be an immensely busy day. To grossmont, to school, to hallmark, to borders, to costco, making dinner for mom, wrapping presents for mom, take movie back... :? It's a lot to cram in, esp. cause of driving time, but hopefully it'll all work out. *crosses fingers*

One day closer to disneyland! Yay!

Economics sucked a lot today. Actually, it sucked a bit. We should keep to the worksheets and not do this whole "talking about economics a loooong time ago" thing. So I just sorta nodded occasionally and read some of chapter three. Then, it was lunch time. Holy shit it was freezing at school. I took The Bro, and two of his three friends (he didn't want the third to go, so I told him to tell her we didn't have room. Yeah, in my mid-sized Matrix, I can only fit 4 people :wink: ) to lunch at subway, and then my mom and I went home. I took a nap with the heating pad, which was SOOO nice. mmmm. Then got up, got ready for Kung Fu, hopped in the car, took my dad to his inspectors' meeting, and went to get dinner (Taco Bell) with my mom, then get my brother from his friend's, then to KUNG FU! It was pretty hard tonight, my knees gave out on me when I got out of the car after, heh. Hopefully they'll get stronger, :?
Then, my mom and I waited forever for my dad to finish in his meeting, then we (the three of us, bro is spending the night at his friend's) went home. And here I am. With [u]The Scarlet Letter[/u] on my lap...eh. So close to being done. Seriously it works in reverse as to how long it takes to finish something with the closer you are to the end of it.

My parents are watching Queen of the Damned, a movie they've told my brother he can't see. Heh, I'm amused :lol: Aaliyah was so pretty. Hrm.... :(

Anyway, going to stop typing now and go and actually do my notes. Like the good girl I am. Away, away I go.

Peace, Love,
-Kelly
 
All along the fault is up for grabs and there you have it
02.01.04 (9:48 pm)   [edit]
Well its for sale, go make your offer,
I will sell it for no less than what I bought it for.
Pay no more than Absolutely Zero

time: 9:17 pm
mood: crampy
music: Absolutely Zero in my head.

So, I'm reading [u]The Scarlet Letter[/u] for school, namely AP. So far, I don't dislike it. Of course, I'm only through the third chapter... Haha.
I do dislike the fact that we have to take extensive notes. EXTENSIVE. I can't just READ this book. I have to stop every few minutes and type (there are too many to write) something up about a rose-bush, or THE letter A, and its very tiring and I hate reading books this way. We have to make notes on four symbols (mine are trees, the rose-bush, the letter A, and steps), make character study logs (for me, on Hester), and make research notes on another topic (Puritan belief's in the 1600's.) Yay. And, I've got to do this all for 12 chapters by Tuesday, since I'm skipping class thursday for DISNEYLAND!! Cause my mommy's birthday is on Wednesday, and we're gonna go for her.
I get to skip schoooool. Yay. haha.
I hate having to do school work this way. Who reads books like this?! And actually likes um? And teachers wonder why it takes so much to encourage kids to read...*shakes head*

I'm putting off so much right now. I have to call two parents about questions for the yearbook, and I have to call Grossmont about the refund. GARG. urgh.

So, things are good. I have cramps, which = bad, but other than that...
I'm busy. *wrinkles nose* I took 2.5 hours last night to clean out all of my drawers of clothes I a) wont ever wear again, and b) don't fit. It's hard for me to do, because I AM a [b]huge[/b] packrat. Haha, but oh well. I ended up with a large black trashbag full, which I can't lift and currently is sitting in the guest room.
I really don't want tomorrow to be Monday. :? I don't know, I feel Bleh. Probably because of that time of the month, but...I feel trapped in the house.
We were gonna go see Big Fish tonight, but it didn't work because we decided to rearrange the house instead. :roll: I'm not entirely sure why, and it took entirely too long, but it looks pretty good.

I didn't get to go see RotK with Anubuns yesterday, because too many stupid Fashion Valley goers went to see it and it was sold out 15 minutes before more than a month after! not fair. We did get to watch The Fellowship and The Two Towers (some of it!) and were crazy giggling lunatics until 6:30 am (which is why we got to the theater 15 minutes before it started at 1...hahaha.) It was tres tres fun.

Anyway, I should go back to The Scarlet Letter. I don't wanna, but I will anyway. Haha.

Good times, peace, later,
-Kelly