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I think I need to get out more....
01.28.04 (11:23 pm)   [edit]


create your own visited states map


Ten states :roll: haha
 
No one can stop us now, cause we are all made of stars
01.28.04 (10:05 pm)   [edit]
time: 9:49 pm
mood: sleepy
music: something bro is playing on other comp

So today was a pretty busy day. Got up relatively late - around 9. Went to the bank, went to a few other places, went to school, went to Kensington to get books and go to the "Kensington Coffee Shop" to get a Vanilla Italian Soda. mmmmmmmm...

Then I came home and made notes for AP, then took a short nap (bad bad oi sleeping habits are fucked up anyway) went to the store, then ate some chips...then made dinner...

okay so maybe it was not a pretty busy day. but it seems like i did a lot of stuff. haha.

Something odd though. This morning/afternoon I noticed I was grinding my teeth FIERCE. I had to literally make an effor to put my tongue between my teeth to stop. I bought some gum at the store, so I'll chew some gum tomorrow. Oi. I'm all tense but don't know why. Urg.

I'm bored, and can't really do anymore school work, because I don't want to read. haha. Anyway, later,

peace, hugs,
kelly
 
This Bird Has Flown
01.26.04 (6:39 pm)   [edit]
time: 6:22 pm
mood: content
music: dinner in the kitchen

So, I've decided to just let go of the anger/upset I've had over the last few days. Because really, it isn't doing me any good and I'm much happier when I'm not angry/upset. Haha. Simple deductions there. I'm proud of myself...I usually can't let go of things this quickly.

But...Things are good. Things are good for/with me, why should I get hung up on other people's problems or on things that aren't working out? I shouldn't. So I'm not going to. And ...*nods*...I'm glad. I feel content.

Today I started economics. Sign of the last semester! Whoo. It's so close to being done! Amazing. It's not a terrible class so far, the work seems pretty easy, and doesn't take awfully long. And on top of that, I can talk on AIM and do the chapter assessment, so it must be pretty easy. Haha.

Dinner is cooking, I finally broke my plateau and lost another pound (134!), and we're going to school all day tomorrow (bah) but ending with kung fu (yay). My knee is still a little sore, but it is better. Hopefully I don't re-injur it. That'd suck.

I think I'm going to use the sauna again after dinner. My family and I got a sauna Friday, put it together Saturday, and I've used it every night since. It's great. :) Lowers your cholesterol, and also takes out any toxins from the environment that you've acquired. So, yay. Supposedly helps with asthma too, so I'm hoping.

Anyway, later all.
Peace and hugs,
-Kelly
 
I'm gonna milk it till I turn it into cheese
01.23.04 (11:08 pm)   [edit]
You can't argue with popularity,
well you could,
BUT YOU'D BE WRONG

time: 10:45 pm
mood: sleepy
music: league of extraordinary gentlemen on tv

So today I picked F up from school and hung out with her until just about a 45 minutes ago. It was cool. We went to subway, after getting a little lost around M.M. Haha it was funny though. Driving around complexes. DUDE I thought streets were supposed to have signs that told you it was not a through street! crapness. LOL it was fun though. So we went to subway, and that was an adventure all in itself, as I couldn't find a parking place where Neo fit. And, my car is not big, but everyone was parking really shitty. So, that took a lot of explitives to get through, lemme tell you. But we ate food, and it was good. Veggie Delight with Italian Cheese and Herbs bread. mmmm. I think I left my cookie in the car...

So then at about 3 we went to Parkway with J the bro and met B and C. It was fun too. We went into stores I usually don't go into (No Fear, Pacific Eyes and Tee's, Sam Goody, etc.) At Pacific Eyes and Teees I tried on this super cute camo skirt, that was more than half off...So...ya know...and the guy that worked there (who was cute. aren't they always?) said that it "looked good," and so did everyone else. And I mean come on, 19.99 from 46.00? No way I wasn't getting it. I am officiall broke, but hey...lol. I'm now up to five skirts total...three bought in the last month. Oi. (Two from my money, mind you. lol)

So we walked around parkway a bit, and then F, J the bro, and I decided we wanted to go see a movie. This is where the drama begins. Parkway has the most ridiculous rule of having to be 21 years old to buy more than one R rated ticket. You can buy for someone...if they're 17, and you have their id. What crap is that? So I was trying to buy two tickets to Butterfly Effect. Which is rated R. And they would not let me. I was so pissed. F had already bought her ticket and I was like "no forget it, we cant go." and F was just like "*takes money back* sorry" lol. I was pissed though. No other mall that I know of does that. CRAAAP thats what it is. So I called B, who hadn't left and is 17, to come and buy us another ticket so the bro could go in. So she sent C to do it. lol. But it was cool, because we finally got all three tickets and the bro, F and I were able to go and see "The Butterfly Effect" which was much better than I'd imagined it to be. Ashton Kutcher has redeemed himself for all those supid teen movies and "That 70s show" with this movie. Incredibly. FREAKING SCARY and sad, but really good. F and I were jumping a lot... it was scary.

So then we came back, and F and I gabbed about how sometimes, guys are just really weird, and how sometimes, girls are just really stupid, and how sometimes, people are just really annoying, and ate pizza. :) So, it was a really really fun day.

Goodnight, and peace,
-Kelly
 
Movie's I've Seen. Bolded.
01.17.04 (11:29 pm)   [edit]
[b]1. X-Men[/b]
2. The Craft
[b]3. X2[/b]
4. Swimfan
[b]5. Fellowship of the Ring[/b]
[b]6. Finding Nemo
7. Peter Pan
8. Home Alone
9. Aladdin[/b]
10. The Ring
11. 10 Things I Hate About You
12. Not Another Teen Movie
[b]13. Spiceworld
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi
16. Pirates of the Carribean
17. Edward Scissorhands
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friends Wedding
20. 101 Dalmatians[/b]
[b]21. Scream
22. Scream 2
23. Scream 3[/b]
24. Big Daddy
[b]25. Billy Madison
26. Chamber of Secrets
27. Sorcerer Stone
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber[/b]
30. Cruel Intentions
31. Scary Movie
[b]32. Look Who's Talking
33. Blade[/b]
34. Blade II
[b]35. O
36. Titanic[/b]
37. Carrie
38. Carrie 2: The Rage
39. Daddy Day Care
[b]40. Legally Blonde
41. Austin Powers[/b]
42. Storm of the Century
43. Oliver and Company
[b]44. Two Towers
45. Return of the King
46. Mighty Ducks
47. Fast and the Furious[/b]
48. 2Fast, 2 Furious
[b]49. A Walk To Remember[/b]
50. xXX
[b]51. Beauty and the Beast
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer[/b]
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
[b]54. Sound of Music
55. Mary Poppins[/b]
56. Tuck Everlasting
[b]57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz[/b]
59. Teaching Ms. Tingle
60. Crossroads
61. Now and Then
62. Pearl Harbor
[b]63. Just Married
64. Cast Away
65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination
67. Lady and the Tramp
68. Shallow Hal[/b]
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
[b]70. Bring It On
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory[/b]
72. The Outsiders
[b]73. The Matrix
74. Perfect Storm
75. Austin Powers 2
76. Never Been Kissed
77. Clueless[/b]
78. Bruce Almighty
[b]79. Remember the Titans[/b]
80. Dont Be A Menace In South Centeral While Drinking Your Juice In The Hood
81. Girl, Interrupted
82. SWAT
[b]83. Sixth Sense[/b]
84. PhoneBooth
[b]85. The Lion King[/b]
86. Urban Legends
87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 2
[b]89. Little Mermaid[/b]
90. American Pie
91. Center Stage
92. Scooby Doo
[b]93. Bedazzled
94. Mrs. Doubtfire
95. Save the Last Dance
96. My Girl[/b]
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet
99. Lost World
[b]100. Casper[/b]
 
Survey Part Two
01.13.04 (11:28 pm)   [edit]
Future:
Age you plan to be married: Whenever it happens, but hopefully before 40.
Number and names of children: oh geez. I don't know. I keep thinking one girl, adopted, with the first name Jordan, but anything is possible.
Where will you be at age 20: Successfully completed Junior College with two associate degrees. A successful photographer. Also, want to be fluent in five languages. :-D
Dream wedding: Outside somewhere. Beach, somewhere woodsey...or in a beautiful church.
How do you want to die: What an uplifting question. In my old age, in sleep.
Dream job: Successful world-traveling photographer
Country you'd like to visit: Egypt

Opposite Sex:
Best eye color: Doesn't matter
Best hair color: Darker hair
Short or long hair: Depends on upkeep and the guy's personality.
Best height: um...taller than me, hehehe. :)
Best weight: It depends on the guy and his height...its not a big issue at all.
Best clothes: I like nice jeans on a guy...
Best first date location: I don't know. I am no connoissuer. hehe
Best first kiss location: I don't know

Last Bit:
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: About a week ago. My Strawberry Shortcake Doll that does indeed smell. Oh shut it, I wasn't feeling good. *pouts* haha
Rings before you answer the phone: Two or three...waiting to see if someone else gets it, and to see if the phone will tell me who is calling...
What's on your mousepad: I don't have a mouse pad. I have a inset touch-pad on my lap top. I have a mouse though (for the comp). His name is Beans.
How many houses you've lived in: Four
How many schools you've gone to: One
Bedroom carpet color: Its hard and looks like wood...oh hey wait a minute!
Shave your head for $5,000?: ...$5,000? Oh jeez. I don't know. Maybe $10,000.
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things: A guy...lol, a boat...and some sort of connection to the outside world (I cheat. I am not sorry.)
Best time of your life so far: Right now, Baby, Right now.


/the end.
 
survey
01.13.04 (11:04 pm)   [edit]
Me:
Name: Kelly
Birthday: November 30th.
Birthplace: California
Current Location: California
Eye Color: Brown/green/yellow. Swear to Bob.
Hair Color: Black fading into brownish/red. Normally, honey brown.
Righty or Lefty: Lefty and damn proud.
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Sexual Preference: Heterosexual
Font: I used to hate it, but now I like it: Times New Roman. Also, I really like Papyrus.

Favorites:
Music: I'm incredibly eclectic. To make it easy, lets say I normally adore whatever is top 40 and loathe really hard rock, ie death metal.
Cartoon: *snickers* I'm too proud to say.
Color: Blue. And red. And Pink. Oh and lets not forget yellow and orange. But I always come back to my faithful: Blue
Car: My baaybee. Toyota Matrix in light blue or red.
Slushy Flavor: Coke
Magazine: Um, none really, but I'll say Entertainment Weekly, cause it's the only one I ever read kinda sorta more than once a year. Haha.
TV Show: 8 Simple Rules, Boy Meets Boy, Real World, Three's Company
Song at the Moment: City Love, John Mayer
Language: English, Bad English, and I can stumble my way through some French. I want to learn them ALL.
Spice Girl: *blinks* is this question for real? When was this survey made? My favorite when I was TEN was Posh Spice.
Food & Beverage: Chicken Marsala from Olive Garden, or Albertson's Caesar Salad Mix; Pepsi (plain ol' and straight up thank ya), and Arizona Green Iced Tea
Subject in School: Acting and ... It used to be English. *prods "writing fire inside" with stick.* aahh there we go. I didn't like my last few English classes, or for that matter, my current one.
Weekend Activity: Relaxing, sleeping, hanging out with friends.
Frozen Yogurt: Peanut Butter and Chocolate (1/2 and 1/2 from close-by yogurt place. Yeaaah. baby)
Roller Coaster: Heh, I like the Mickey Mouse one at California Adventures. I am not a Roller Coaster gal. But, I actually did like Montezuma's Revenge.

What Is:
Your most overused phrase: that's cool
First thing you thought when you woke up: this morning? "noooo..."
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: um, the TV playing some old Nick at Nite thing
First feature you notice of opposite sex: Height
First feature you notice of the same sex: Hair
Best name for a Butler: Bart
Wussiest Sport: um. the one where you whack the ball? Cricket? Maybe.
Your best feature: I'm complimented on my smile, so I'll say that.
Your greatest fear: Losing my family and friends
Your greatest accomplishment: Being hard headed when things seem impossible... Not giving up, and so I'll say my greatest accomplishment...is the yearbook.
Your most missed memory: Feeding the Quails in Arizona with my Grandpa.

Which:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Group
Adidas or Nike: Adidas. Shoes man. Shoes.
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: Fingers, even though chickens have neither fingers nor nuggets.
Dogs or Cats: Dogs
Rugrats or Doug: A very tough question. I'll say...the old Doug, honestly.
Single or Taken: Single
Monica or Brandy: Brandy
Tupac or Jay-Z: Jay-Z
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: Shania Twain! aahaha
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
One pillow or Two: Two, but not both under my head. I'm a snuggler. *snuggles body pillow*
Chocolate or Vanilla: It swithces. Right now its Chocolate.
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: Difference being what... lol. I love both.
Cappucino or Coffee: neither. TEA. tea. Chai tea. mmm.

Do You:
Shower everyday: Um, most of the time, lol
Have a crush: maybe?
Think you've been in love: no
Want to go to college: It's so close I can TASTE it.
Like high school: No, no, and no
Want to get married: Someday
Type correctly: When I'm in a rush or tired, no, but usually I'm okay.
Believe in yourself: For the most part.
Have any tattoos? Where: None. I'll be 18 soon enough...*evil laughter*
Have any piercings? Two, one in each earlobe.
Get motion sickness: Sometimes, in cars and once on a boat.
Think you're a health freak: I don't think I'm a health freak.
Get along with your parents: Most of the time.
Like thunderstorms: Not incredibly much, no.

continued...
 
Don't look back, you can never look back.
01.12.04 (11:35 pm)   [edit]
So I just got back from Parkway with the lovely Bridget. It was really fun, and I wore a...shall we say...provocative shirt. Well, shirt and bra ;) and I'll leave the rest to your imaginations. I looked good though. We walked around a bit, and it was tres fun. I think I needed to get out of the house, because I'm now in an awesome mood.

We went to Forever 21 and I had told myself that I wanted to get a mini skirt. I'm finally feeling a little more comfortable with my legs to be caught dead in anything but pants, so I wanted to look. So, I picked out a couple of reaaaaaly cute skirts (one black and pink, one pink) and they were Mediums, so I looked at um and they looked lke they might fit, so I tried them on. And bought the black and pink. Mediums! From FOREVER 21! This is unheard of for me. Mediums! Made my night. I also got a rocking shirt that says San Diego with the skyline on it. Lurve it.

The best part? Because I had a Westfield shopping gift card, I only paid around $11 for TWO things. TWO things! Whoo. *hugs cousins*

So anyway. Everything is good. School tomorrow, and i think i'll wear my adorable skirt.

Love to all, hugs and peace,
Kelly
 
sleepy
01.11.04 (9:18 pm)   [edit]
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Well, another weekend is gone. I feel pooped. Yesterday was kung fu. For 2.5 hours continuously. My body hurts. I kinda look like my grandma when I walk. haha. Today, I didn't do much. I slept in. I've been really tired since the break, but haven't really done anything to make me so tired. Blaeh.
I had a massage this evening. That was really nice. My cousin is a massuese, and she gave my family and I free massages for Christmas presents, and we got them today. So, my body feels better, but I still can't walk normally. I tried stretching my poor legs a bit, because I know they're just freezing up, but...gaah. I got on the floor and then had trouble getting up. Heh.
Tomorrow. I'm not sure what the plan for tomorrow is. I shall be doing some more school work. I think. Reading government? Reading AP short stories? I don't know. I'm really close to being done with my school work for the month. I need to pull some Yearbook pages out. Really a lot. March 15th is our due date, and its closer and closer and closer every day. AH! Will it be finished in time?! Will anyone buy our yearbook? I don't know. Will my senior portraits be back in time? I don't know. :?:
And then, on top of that, Senior Projects are also due in March. Can we put more into this month, please? Hmm? Besides the CalGrant forms that are due. Bleeh. And I need to call Grossmont's Admission's Office to see if I have to ReApply for the regular student admissions. I don't think they'll update my HighSchool and College credit admission. Blah. Need to call them tomorrow!
My cousin, same one as above, thinks that we should have a cousins roadtrip when I graduate. Her, her sister, my other cousin and my other nearly cousin, i've known her so long, and me. It'd be really fun. We're thinking 3-4 days in New Mexico. Carlsbad Caverns, Haunted Houses...*nods* Righteous.

I really love the movie October Sky. "Four unidentifiable high school students lost their lives, early this morning when their toy rocket exploded." <3>anyway, i feel like crap, my ass hurts, and my eyes are buggin, so i'm gonna go.
later, dogs.
 
Boys and Elephants and Babbling Galore.
01.06.04 (2:21 pm)   [edit]
I just wrote an entire blog. And then I decided to move the page around, and lost the whole thing. I do this quite often. It pisses me off. really. whatever. :roll:
I'm good, school sucks, but life is fun. :D

I may get to go to Dave & Busters later. That would be fun. If we can find one of my older cousins to go, then its a go. My mom doesn't want to wander around the game area, haha. DAMN 21 and up rule. blah. oh well hehe. i'm saving tickets to get a Juke Box. I need 80,000 tickets. I'm going to end up spending more money on credits on the card then how much i would on an actual juke box. Whatever, its the experience. :D

I decided to upload a picture of two of my favorite things. Orlando Bloom. And an elephant. Orlando Bloom ON an elephant is really great. :D
So here he is in all his glory. Heh. Orlando's. Not the elephant's. :wink:

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Later dudes and dudettes.